damn,why can't she just leave me alone!!! i yelled at her, insulted her,asked her to go away,but she just doesn't listen!!!you know what?i think Zarinah is a sainted mother theresa simply for putting up with that girl for two whole years!!!if you are a band mate ,you will know what im talking about. Part of me really wants to take a stone and bring it down on her head,but another part of me justs wants her to stop!its really confusing,the teenage life is.why do we have these people in this school?shes the reason people transfer out of school , shes also the reason so many people want to quit band because they're petrified of her !i lost it one time,and called her an idiot and a dog,and she got even worse,openly following me around the school whenever she sees me,stalking me all over the place like nobody's business,grabbing my arm,touching me ,staring at me ......the list just goes on......i can't take it anymore!!!!!the only reason i am STILL in band is because i love it there,and the time i enjoy there is even greater than my fear of her,and the fact that she will still stalk me even when im not in band anymore,shes that stubborn!!!at assembly,she was creeping me out again staring at me when i walked past her.i have recently developed this chill whenever she is around , and it happened today,this morning.when i got this sudden chill and i shivered,turned around and she was right in front of me.i chose to ignore her and walked away .
Anyway,today was pretty much okay ,i just started a diary/log and i have been writing to improve my standard(i suck at english)so like yeah , and in non-Amath class,i was writing again(one reason why i hope ms faith ong doesn't know my blog address)and i wrote about how we are one extremely weird race of animal.i wonder why we are ruling the world,when dogs and cats and any other animal try to make you feel better,and humans are the ones who are scheming and destructive?anyway,im like really emo right now,and theres no other way i can express it cause i can't talk like normal people can.i stutter a lot,and nobody likes it ,so i might as well don't talk.oh well, toodles!
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Hey ,i'm just a girl who has vioent mood swings and loves milk!!!!i am fifteen years old, and i study in northbrooks secondary school
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