zhihua

2010-06-10T20:00:00.000-07:00

woah......my blog is totally dead....anyway, the tenth anniversary is over and done with, and the scar on my right hand has faded.........had to put up with a lot during rehearsals......seeing HER face and watching her walk around like the prissy,arrogant ,but unfortunately talented girl she was......thats right,the gods give talent to those who don't deserve it. then again,why should i get so worked up over one idiot?seriously,thats the big deal?i don't really know why i hate her already,but i will never forget the day when she tossed out this phrase so casually:"seriously, GB is the last place you want to end up in within this school,really,really,serious,GB is the worst cca in this school"......ugh,i should have strangled her right in front of the teacher and threatened her or something,i don't know what is holding me back......i totally regret not being violent,i mean,really,its bad enough she thinks that way,but to say it in front of me........i really should have created a scene there and shut her up once and for all,maybe,and my penknife was in my pocket that time,maybe i should've stabbed her,that will reaslly teach her something.......oh well,now i make it a point to glare at her whenever i walk past her,which is,unfortunately,very often these days,i even have her facebook......right,so,toodles!

2010-05-30T07:42:00.000-07:00

hehe.....haven't updated in a long time,but whatever......now exams have come and gone,our class or level has gone through the WORST post-exam timetable ever.......and holidays,and with it, remedials have started.the school also geared up on our tenth anniversary concert combined rehearsals......which is not very good for me because,well,i have to get ready for a fashion show again......gee.this year has been really busy.....and i screwed up on my exams again.ah well,anyway,i just started to like zatch bell and reading the comic and stuff,also avatar:the legend of Aang.......anyway,i dun really know what to write about now so toodles!!!!!

2010-04-10T10:10:00.000-07:00

yes im updating at eon thirty in the morning cause im doing my coursework and updating my dead blog at the same time........im damn tired so i dun care and TOODLES!!!!

2010-03-31T07:21:00.000-07:00

hey!!!fluorescent green!!Awesome!I just read the books off centre and to kill a mockingbird.......its really nice......cause like, you know....i always liked angry novels,and both of happened to be really unique.....after all, 'to kill a mockingbird' didn't win the pulitzer prize for being just the average novel.

To kill a mockingbird is a story about a young girl Scout and her brother Jem.They live in an era where black man slavery was still common but some are being paid. Everyday life was peaceful and a routine until their father,Atticus Finch was called to defend a Negro in court.Now they had to tolerate taunts from their classmates ,neighbours,and relatives,having insults hurled at them all the time.They have to learn to contain themselves and recognize evil.Basically,this story is a stab at America being racist towards black in the past.

Off Centre is a play ,where two main characters namely Vinod and Saloma become acquainted at a function for the mentally ill.Saloma was a teenage girl suffering from schizophrenia.the guy, im not sure.anyway,they became really great friends and eventually Saloma became less shy and more outgoing.but Vinod was not happy. He wanted Saloma all to himself and turns crazy over it.eventually he dances until he bleeds and Saloma cannot find him.Oh well,its really sad but we do this sort of thing everyday.gtg,toodles!

2010-03-28T01:12:00.000-07:00

hwy peeps!haven't been feeling good these days cause im like so emo........feel so down lately cause i just don't understand why everyone has against me,hasan annoys the crap out of me 24/7(at least,when he sees me)the guys are not being mature,debate is pretty much a place where i get put down by the perfectly wonderful and lovely seniors(note the irony_)anyway,i am not in the mood to write so toodles!

2010-03-25T23:00:00.000-07:00

ok can anybody like just pass me something to puke in?cause thats what im about to do-puke.but not from disgust,from boredom.anyway,its liek so damn boring in here that im even missing melvin annoying me and marcus shouting choo yi zhen.yeah its that bad.....like,i gotta go so toodles!!

2010-03-25T20:25:00.000-07:00

damn,why can't she just leave me alone!!! i yelled at her, insulted her,asked her to go away,but she just doesn't listen!!!you know what?i think Zarinah is a sainted mother theresa simply for putting up with that girl for two whole years!!!if you are a band mate ,you will know what im talking about. Part of me really wants to take a stone and bring it down on her head,but another part of me justs wants her to stop!its really confusing,the teenage life is.why do we have these people in this school?shes the reason people transfer out of school , shes also the reason so many people want to quit band because they're petrified of her !i lost it one time,and called her an idiot and a dog,and she got even worse,openly following me around the school whenever she sees me,stalking me all over the place like nobody's business,grabbing my arm,touching me ,staring at me ......the list just goes on......i can't take it anymore!!!!!the only reason i am STILL in band is because i love it there,and the time i enjoy there is even greater than my fear of her,and the fact that she will still stalk me even when im not in band anymore,shes that stubborn!!!at assembly,she was creeping me out again staring at me when i walked past her.i have recently developed this chill whenever she is around , and it happened today,this morning.when i got this sudden chill and i shivered,turned around and she was right in front of me.i chose to ignore her and walked away .

Anyway,today was pretty much okay ,i just started a diary/log and i have been writing to improve my standard(i suck at english)so like yeah , and in non-Amath class,i was writing again(one reason why i hope ms faith ong doesn't know my blog address)and i wrote about how we are one extremely weird race of animal.i wonder why we are ruling the world,when dogs and cats and any other animal try to make you feel better,and humans are the ones who are scheming and destructive?anyway,im like really emo right now,and theres no other way i can express it cause i can't talk like normal people can.i stutter a lot,and nobody likes it ,so i might as well don't talk.oh well, toodles!

2010-03-20T19:38:00.000-07:00

hey peeps!i had a lot going on for me its like the holidays never even existed and that is totally annoying the fact that we had to like cram holiday homework and remedial homework and theres that irritating mr sim junior like really,he just a greenhorn,what the hell is he doin' ?i have totally no idea......anyway, saturday we went to the spca to check out the new dogs(theres always new dogs)and we found that cubby,who was just a half grown puppy the last time we saw him is now a full grown adult and all the dogs that were there the last time were all gone so thats good news for them.......heres some pictures:

theres a husky called pepper

and a german sheperd called.....wait,i forgot....

2010-03-19T02:53:00.000-07:00

HI PEOPLE!!!!JUST CAME BACK FROM CIVIL DEFENCE AND IT WAS SO TOTALLY FUN!!!!!I REALLY BONDED WITH THE JUNIORS ,EXCEPT FOR XIN YI ,OF COURSE,CAUSE WELL......WE HAVE NOTHING TO RELATE ABOUT......NO OFFENSE XIN YI IF YOU SEE THIS.........ANYWAY,THERE WAS ALSO BAND AND DEBATE HAPPENING FOR THE SAME TIMING AND IM LIKE TOTALLY SHOCKED THAT ALL MY ACTIVITIES ARE HAPPENING AT THE SAME TIME.....CHECK THIS OUT

8 TO 1:BAND
8 TO 5:GB
12 TO 6:DEBATE

THE GOOD THING IS THAT I SUCK AT DEBATE AND BECAUSE THIS IS A COMPETITION , IM PERMANENTLY A RESERVE......SO I DON'T HAVE TO BE ANYTHING BUT THEIR COOFEE-GIRL OF SOME SORTS CAUSE I DO MOST OF THE SMALL ERRANDS.......ANYWAY , I GOTTA GO , SO TOODLES!!!!

2010-03-17T03:50:00.000-07:00

HIIIIEEEE!!!!! STRAWBERRY MILK!!!!!!LOLS RANDOM....~~~ANYWAY , AS YOU CAN SEE FROM HERE ,IM BACK FROM BATAM AND I AM NOW IN SINGAPORE!!!!~IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUN!!!!!!I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER ZHENGJIEJIE AND EVERYONE BANGING LIKE THEARY~~~~BUT I DID COME BACK WITH A FEW MEMENTOS FROM BATAM .......MONETARY WISE ,I ACQUIRED A NEW HOODIE COURTESY TO PATRCIA , ABIGAIL , AND SAM-SAM~~WHO LENT ME THE MONEY FOR IT , ALSO , I GOT A NEW BRACELET WHICH IS SOOOOO COOL!!!!!ANYWAY , RIGHT AFTER THAT I HAD LEADERSHIP CAMP, OR WORKSHOP , OR LECTURE ,OR WHATEVER YOU WANNA CALL IT IM COOL.......FIRST DAY WAS PRETTY FUN CAUSE THERE WERE LIKE O LOT OF GAMES AND STUFF ,THE SECOND DAY WAS THE BEST BECAUSE I FOUND OUT THAT IM PROBABLY THE STRONGEST ONE IN THE GROUP!!!!!WE HIKED ALL THE WAY FROM VIVOCITY TO HORTPARK AND IM THE ONLY ONE WHO STILL FELT LIKE WALKING WHEN THE OTHERS ARE DEAD......LIKE REALLY , THEY ARE ALL PANTING AND I WAS LIKE , "ITS NOT EVEN THAT HARD"AND THEY WENT ,"YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME" EXPRESSION.......THEN THE THIRD DAY WAS PRETTY MUCH OKAY ,BUT IM THE ONLY ONE WHOM THE INSTRUCTOR SAID SOMETHING NEGATIVE , SO LIKE MAYBE IM OVER-SENSITIVE , BUT HE SAID THAT HE DOESN'T SEE A LEADER IN ME.....BUT I GOT BETTER AT THE END CAUSE IT WAS EARLY IN THE MORNING WHEN HE SAID THAT SO.........LIKE YEAH...........TOODLES!!!!

YOURS 4EVER ,

ZHIHUA

2010-03-10T05:25:00.000-08:00

hey people.....i have a lot of things going for me lately.....for starters ,my march holidays are totally ruined because of batam camp which looks promising and fun ,leadership camp ,where i hope i can stop being such a child and become more mature without losing my already non-existent sense of humour....then im i got band on thursday and nothing on friday....i think...so and on saturday , there's GB and that means drills!!!!

like , enough about my schedule , so like now , more about my personal life , like now , im pretty obsessed about that girl following me around and i have just about enough of it!!!!!i mean ,i have told her time again that i don't like her stalking me......i ignored her at first , then told her politely that i don't want her doing all those stupid things......and then i lost it , i yelled at her and told to toooot off and leave me alone if she knows whats good for her . i mean ,i can be pretty level-headed most of the time because there's no emotion left in me but sometimes i fire up .She didn't get the hint , and i realized this morning that i am probably scared of her.......because the moment i saw her , i started breathing very quickly and i had to calm myself down by taking very deep breaths.....i had three more attacks after that , one when i had to go to her class to return christopher's shirt(the whole class wasn't there ,but i suddenly thought of her and i have no idea why)and two more during recess when my heart seized up when i saw her at the general office and after we left , she followed me behind so i told her ,"if i see u follow me one more time ,i will make sure you wil pay for it!!!!"I lost it again , i am just sick and tired of her stalking me , she acts like my mom , constantly embarrassing me and abusing me . the only difference is that she is a peer and someone i can command ,unlike my mother whose head is so swollen you can't tell her to do anything.....anyway , sadly , we didn't make it to the second round of the competition but we will be going back to the science centre to conduct launching and hopefully we can stay there longer cause i wanna leave my legacy there(aka my handprint on the icewall)new updates on my life is that my english name is davida(no jokes about it pls!!!)and it sounds nice.....next i will be posting all photos in facebook as it is easier to tag and someone threw my friggin wire away including my mp3 charger ,so that means i can't use my mp3 at all nor my headphones because the ma yi in 3G still has my earphone connector.......i guess thats about it , so toodles!!!!

2010-03-03T06:59:00.000-08:00

hi people!!!!!feeling pretty squashed up at the moment because i am totally not looking forward to band tomorrow.......don't get me wrong , its not the cca i hate, its the person i don't like because she is totally disturbed in the mind and is effing stalking me all over the school and probably even at home.........ever since she did that , i feel her effing presence all over the place , like when you were a little kid ,and they tell you ghosts are everwhere , waiting to harm you , thats what its like , and if you never experienced it with her , don't get curious ,because in this case , curiosity does kill you .

SO!!!On the brighter side , we're going to play the song out until our lips bleed , not that i know what will happen to the woodwind section , but for brass instruments , lips can turn blue , but i don't think that the woodwinds suffer any serious damage to their lips , like , not as serious as blue lips , right??and hopefully , i can play my part carefully and properly , on friday ,there's this debate thing that i seriously don't wanna go to coz i don't feel any bond and my timetable was packed anyway so i am thinking of bunking off that thing , the incident i look forward to on saturday is GB , its really great there , coz i turn into a different person whenever im there......also i would love to meet the new sec 1s as i haven't seen them at all as they started the same time as i left for two weeks for the sake of bloody debate....... , but , so , yeah ,i gotta go , so bye!!!!!!

2010-03-02T00:14:00.000-08:00

Hey people!!!!!!These few days have pretty cool , with a few embarrassing incidents in band on thursday........but anyway , last few green life concert practices were pretty cool;that yi zhen didn't follow me around the whole place , partly because zarinah was around(love you , zarinah!!!!) , and partly because she is such an arse that i can give her the slip anytime...........and we pretty much had a great rehearsal except the fact that the rotarians were horrible because they are sooooooooo bloody arrogant and they even cut the band's song , heal the world!!!!!we have worked so hard for it and we wanted to show that we can play something well enough to deserve to be in this concert , but they went and cut it to a quarter of a song . The most outrageous thing is that dennis wee thought it was not enough and wanted it cut down even more.......and so it went down to less than a quarter of a song and thankfully , after the concert , the band stayed back to play the full song!!!!!!there were many disastrous parts in the ACTUAL concert though , like those bimbos in choir who screamed the moment they left the stage and me and this councillor had to shout to get them to shut up(bloody hell) . And the great thing was that a rotarian's mike spoiled the moment she went on stage and we couldn't hear her at all!!!!!whoever offed it , i wanna send 'em flowers . oh , and the rotarians were terrible at singing , of course . Dennis wee was fine though . the concert was pretty much a flop , and the rehearsals are much better...........oh , this monday ,was the worst day of my life , first there was effing project work , then there is chinese oral , which I'm pretty sure i screwed up in conversation , and there was that bloody arse yi zhen calling me xiao bao bei!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!And the worst part is , i can't even tell her to shut up because she is a retard and therefore she is more protected........but yesterday only the conductor was there and while we were keeping our instruments i yelled at her that if she called me that one more time , i will not care whether she is a retard or not , i will not hesitate to slap her........, well , actually i wanted to say that if she touches me one more time , i will make sure she doesn't leave this building alive . i don't care , i don't like it and she's too retarded to understand what normal people say , and she's to well-protected for me to lay a finger on her retard neck

So , what happened to me today??Nothing much , just the usual lessons , not paying attention to bloody hafez , and having fun in english , i won't say much for literature , because a substitute teacher came in and all she did was have us copy a bunch of stuff about okonkwo and his family members...........chinese we went through compositions which i didn't bother to do or anythin........i have no idea what we did in social studies because all the bloody idiot did was give us the answer sheet and make us copy but i didn't bother to do it so i started studying other stuff because his lessons were useful and i would do better self studying anyway......so like now there's bloody debate(suddenly lost interest in it and feel very emo in it coz the seniors pretty much don't want to have anything to do with me , amin , and danielle and theres this thing in betweent us and i don't think we can do well in this)so , toodles!!!!

2010-02-24T06:40:00.001-08:00

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THEY ARE SO EFFING ANNOYING!!!!!!JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE VIPS DOESN'T MEAN THEY CAN THROW THEIR WEIGHT AROUND AND FORCE US TO STAY BACK WITH THEM!!!THEY CAN PRACTISE ON THEIR OWN ,AND WHEN THEY COME HERE , THEY DO IT ONLY ONCE , NOT REPEAT THEIR OWN ACTS OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND ONLY ALLOWING US TOO PLAY A QUARTER OF A SONG!!!!!DO THEY HAVE ANY IDEA THAT WE HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO THAN TAKE THEIR SHIT???!?!??!?!!!!WHAT THE HELL DO THEY WANT??!?!?!?FI THEY WANNA STAY BACK , THEY CAN STAY BACK ON THEIR OWN!!!!WE PRACTISED OUR SONG FOR TWO MONTHS STRAIGHT , AND THEY TELL US WE CAN ONLY PLAY A QUARTER OF A SONG?!?!?IF I WERE RICH , I WOULD'VE SUED HIM!!!!!AND WHAT MORE , THEY ARE SITTING IN AN AREA WITH FANS AND THEY ARE SWEATING , WHILE WE HAVE TO MAKE DO WITH OUR IMAGINATION...........I DUNNO , I JUST FEEL SO DARN CHEATED!!!!!!!!AND IF THEY THINK ITS SO EASY TO PLAY A PIECE OF CLASSICAL MUSIC , YEAH , WELL , I'LL LIKE TO SEE THEM SIGHT READ AND PLAY THE TRUMPET IMMEDIATELY WITHOUT SEEING THE SCORE!!!!!I DON'T BLOODY CARE ABOUT ALL THIS , I MEAN , I DON'T MIND STAYING LATE AS LONG AS I'M DOING SOMETHING , BUT MOST OF THE TIME WE'RE BORED STUPID AND IRRTATED BY THEIR HORRENDOUS VOICES....HAS NO ONE EVER TOLD THEM THEY CAN'T SING???SO LIKE YEAH......IM DONE VENTING MY ANGER SO.....

IM REALLY IN IT THIS TIME , IM GONNA DIE UNDER ALL THIS STUFF , COZ I SCREWED UP IN DEBATE , BUT I LIKE IT COZ ITS GIVES ME A CHANCE TO EXPRESS WHAT I AM(ALL THOSE VULGARITIES!!!!!).....AND IM PERFORMING AS WELL IN THE UPCOMING GREEN LIFE CONCERT(FOR MORE DETAILS SEE ABOVE)PLUS THIS DEBATE THING IS STARTING TO CUT INTO MY FIRST LOVE:GB . WELL ITS NOT EXACTLY MY FIRST LOVE , I LIKED A LOT OF THINGS BACK THEN , BUT I FELT THAT GB IS WHERE IM SUPPOSED TO BE . IN FACT , I ALWAYS KNEW SINCE I HEARD OF THIS CCA THAT I WANTED TO BE IN THERE . BUT NEVER DID I EXPECT TO FIND A CHILDHOOD FRIEND OF MINE!!!!!!!ANYWAY , BACK TO THE TOPIC , THE TEACHERS ARE NOW REALLY GETTING IN A ROLL , PILING US HOMEWORK LIKE NEVER BEFORE , NORMALLY I WOULD BE ABLE TO HANDLE IT , BUT IM UNDER A LOT OF PRESSURE AND THE BASTARDS IN MY CLASS ARE NOT HELPING MY MOOD SWINGS(CAUSED BY LATE NIGHT HOMEWORK PANICKING)AND I FEEL LIKE POURING WATER ON THEM OR SOMETHING ,SO , ANYWAY ,IM REALLY EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE NOW SO KEEP AWAY FROM ME(PREFERABLY UNTIL APRIL)

TOODLES AND HUGGIE ATTACKS ,

LEAN ZHI HUA

2010-02-17T04:17:00.000-08:00

hey people!!!!!!!I'm so totally bored , but I'm really glad that the computer's finally fixed(courtesy to my sister who , ironically , also broke the computer) so now , im updating my blog to celebrate!!!!
lately ,everything's been really weird , because i have a lot of mood swings since I've been in this class , and i know perfectly well why : guys.i totally love all the 2 gracious guys all of a sudden , cause the 2 integrity ones make them look like gentlemen . you should see how ARROGANT Aaron was , just because he's been chairman for two straight years doesn't mean he can get all cocky and whatever on the girls , they treat us like scum , like we don't deserve to exist , they think that being a guy means you rock , and being a girl means you're weak . personally , i think the 2 integrity girls should have stood up for themselves , now they find pleasure in making girls cry . there has never been a girl leader in their class before , the ones who have been leaders have gone on to another class , i think its seriously time someone put Aaron and his Bastard gang in their places , too bad i don't get respect from them cause I'm small , and they can beat me up with they don't like me.....i really hate them , as in seriously.......

On the brighter side , I'm involved in a lot of activities right now , which sort of saved me from a thousand detentions cause the school's reputation will go down if i screw up during the competition/performance.....and I'm doing really well in my CCAs , thank you very much , and I finally got to shout long commands , which is really cool.....and in concert band , i can play my instrument really well , and i hope to become a leader in my own right and capabilities(even though I've seen chickens do better than me in terms of leadership)

So , anyway , I'm really busy since school life started , and i really don't think i can cope , even without any remedials i still can't find time for recreation as i have crammed every minute i have in the concert , the debate competition , and my CCAs . with my remedials , i can't do anything at all. But , I'm happy , and eagerly awaiting the concert . Well , that's about it ,so BYE!!!!!

2010-02-04T16:24:00.000-08:00

RIGHT , so here i am in the computer lab with nothing to do , so i might as well update my blog.......and im not saying what Ms FAITH Ong scolded me for , cause thats just asking for unwanted trouble , but seriously , who gets so worked up over a swear word?!Anyway , the debating ppl are doing their speeches , and since im not doing anything cause im not speaking at all(dibs on that)im updating my dying....no , DEAD blog.....and finally going to facebook and some other stuff thats really important to me , like some games and stuff......but last wednesday i got so bored that i actually went to play adventure quest!!!!!!which is a totally boring game with pathetic graphics.....okay , now i sound like a geek ...............okay......so liek now i got nothing to say now , so toodles!!!!!

2010-01-30T19:58:00.000-08:00

Wow!!!!I've been cancelling viruses all day!!!!!!!It's really freaking annoying you know.....cuz all thanks to my sister who blames me for watching youtube, but who was actually the one downloading stuff from the internet before i pushed her off the computer , so it's like i was researching mattie stepanek and some other little kids when it shut down on its own and a virus was born!!!!!!im actually being controlled to my brain to my feelings coz my parents are doing the 'you are not allowed to cry because i say so and you are not allowed to get angry too'they've also added the 'you can't use the computer because you are an evil little piece of shit who doesn't deserve to use something that we use' so like they are totally abusing me all the time and now im actually depending on my sister to let me use the computer so bye

2010-01-30T02:55:00.000-08:00

GREAT!!!!NOW I HAVE TO GO TO THIS FUCKING WEDDING DINNER THAT I SO TOTALLY DON'T WANNA GO BUT THAT MOTHERFUCKING ASS OF A FATHER FORCE ME GO SO NO CHOICE LOR........ITS LIKE I WOULD RATHER STAY AT HOME TO PRACTICE MY TRUMPET OR REVISE MY MATH(YEAH , THATS HOW MUCH I DON'T WANNA GO) SO TOODLES!!!!!

2010-01-15T21:55:00.000-08:00

YES!!!!!!!!FINALLY GOT MY INTERNET CONNECTION!!!!!PLAYED FACEBOOK , WATCHED YOUTUBE AND A BIT OF POKEMON GAMEBOY!!!!!!MAN!!!I LOVE IT!!!!I HAD A LOT OF CAMPS LIKE GB ADVENTURE CAMP , BAND CAMP AND SEC 3 LEVEL CAMP....CAN'T TYPE ANYMORE,FOR SOME REASON MY HAND FEELS CRAMPED SO BB!!!!!

2009-11-05T02:58:00.000-08:00

hiie!!!!!!!!!!!!im like so bored!!!!!thinking of going to look for jobs.....theres this album i really wanna buy and i don't want my parents screeching at me for wasting money.......and theres this exhibition that i wanna go , but i hafta ask all my frens when they want to go , and if im lucky , pass my drill test that takes place in december . and theres lots of programs and i get to take literature next year , hopefully i won't get any crappy teachers like the fon(name is purposely misspelled to avoid detention and possible eviction from school)ok , i gtg , bye!!!

2009-11-04T06:20:00.000-08:00

next year.....i never thought i would be dreading it.........never thought that i would actually care about our class being separated........now , the mere idea makes my blood run cold , its like im totally isolated from the world ...... at least i have band and drills to keep me occupied....i wonder what the others are doing.....other than having a ball of a time i mean.....im like so freaking bored thats im trying to get involved in as many programs as possible.....gotta go , so bye!!!!!!!

2009-10-18T18:24:00.000-07:00

hi!!!!!!!!!!!!i can finally update my blog !!!!!i have like , so many things to do!!!!cramming for exams(a first) , socializing(a first too) , and practising my instrument(i have more than one so don't ask) , plus my room is like a shipwreck , so i have to tidy it up . oh , and my parents found out about my hamsters , so we had to buy cages for them......and then there was this halloween thing , and oh!!!!!guess what?my dad got me a cellphone!!!!!!its a sony ericsson w508......its white and its nice!!!!!!the only thing is that the buttons are a bit complicating.....anyway , went to east coast with the class......got to cycle (about time) and rollerblade , a few water activities which i couldn't join cause i've got no extra clothes , and a cake.....well , gotta go!!!!!

2009-08-22T01:05:00.000-07:00

hi ppl.....very busy lately so now then update.....anyways , this week is like , totally boring , monday , i had cca meeting i think , tueday is my official day of quitting interact green club(yay!!!!)wednesday i dunno what i did , thursday i tried out at drama , and to tell the truth , it's really fun!!!!!!the seniors are fun , the teachers were fun......ok , friday i went to the teacher's day rehearsal watched the others perform , and was late for my tuition......and i was like crap .......ok , done , toodles!!!!!

2009-08-09T06:04:00.000-07:00

yay!!!!!!finally can load pics.......today woke up........blah blah blah.......went out to borders book fair....bought a ton of books.....then bought pw materials........went to this restaurant called dynamics dining house . the curry rox!!(its an indian restaurant) anyways my mother is nagging me to turn off the com even though i only onned it for five minutes , so bye......
payal

2009-08-07T04:11:00.000-07:00

woo hoo!!!di tanjong katong lyrics . enjoy!!!

Di Tanjung Katong, airnya biru. Disitu tempatnya, dara jelita
Duduk sekampung, lagikan rindu, kononlah pula nun jauh di mata

Pulau pandan jauh ketengah, gunung daik bercabang tiga
Hancur badan dikandung tanah, budi yang baik dikenang jua

Di Tanjung Katong, airnya biru, disitu tempatnya, dara jelita
Duduk sekampung, lagikan rindu, kononlah pula nun jauh di mata

Kalau ada jarum patah, jangan simpan didalam peti
Kalau ada silap sepatah, jangan disimpan didalam hati

Di Tanjung Katong, airnya biru. Disitu tempatnya, dara jelita
Duduk sekampung, lagikan rindu, kononlah pula nun jauh di mata
Kononlah pula nun jauh di mata

2009-08-07T04:01:00.000-07:00

yay!!!!!now im very high so i'll just put the lyrics of reach out for the sky and sign off.....

At a time when hope was low
The journey seemed unsure
But through it all
We've kept the flame alive

Now standing proud and tall
Our spirit strong and free
Building on hopes and dreams
It's here we want to be

Chorus
Let's reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we'll all achieve
We'll make our destiny

Let's reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we'll all achieve
Let's soar and reach for the skies

When I think about my dreams
The future it can be
The time has come for me
To strive and to achieve

With hopes within our hearts
As one hand in hand
For family and our friends
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Let's do the best we can

Chorus
Let's reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we'll all achieve
We'll make our destiny

Let's reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we'll all achieve
Let's soar and reach for the skies

Let's reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we'll all achieve
We'll make our destiny

Let's reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we'll all achieve
Let's soar and reach for the skies

Our dreams we'll all achieve
Let's soar and reach for the skies

We can touch the skies.....

2009-08-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

today i replaced sam in the school parade . weird , i got the hang of it in seconds!!!!!and i don't know why.....usually i'm so tone deaf that it takes me ages to learn a beat.im so envious of those who are performing!!!!!i would totally give anything to perform in any stage , but NOT a bar (ok , so maybe not any stage)anyways ,i watched the others performers the china kids playing captian's ball,and marching in the rehearsel . ruth's singing again(not surprised or anything , but surprised she'll actually WANT to do it again after what it did to her nerves)and she's totally great(not surprised either)plus i've been floating around all the social groups lately , and i can't find where i belong.....people just shove me off when their friends came back from mc...(like the time when mey talked to me only when theary was not around,or the time when a classmate paired up with me when her friend was on a week's worth of mc)so basically , my point is i feel so lonely like kogepan sometimes , like when miss ong said to the school counseler that i should go to a special school or the asylum(mental hospital)anyways ,its like i don't belong in any clique ,im totally diaposable , kicked off when the other person comes back or whatever....i talk to people , they ignore me....until i yell my lungs off , that is.ok ,sory , main point , the ndp was so fun!!!!im done now , so

toodles!!!!

2009-08-05T05:20:00.000-07:00

ok , so lately i've been reflecting a lot on my character and what has been happening in my life lately......and i think that im so totally anti-social , my whole life is like i've never talked to anyone in my whole life . in primary school , i was always scolded for being noisy , even though it was the person behind me who was talking..........i always think......crap ,@&$%! , why always me?and i never talked to anyone until two years ago , when i met pria , sabila , and clara(im not a chicken) , and i started talking .i was so quiet once that my teacher wanted my parents to send me to the mental hospital a lot of times.....and now miss ong suggested the same thing........like i said , everything happens to me , so technically ,i DON'T look for trouble ,trouble FINDS me......ok im done , toodles!!!!(ps:more kogepan piccys!!!!)

stick pan(lifang)

mayonnaise pan (isabella)

melon pan(melvin)

strawberry pan (farhanah)

sumipan!!!!!(me)

2009-08-02T01:44:00.000-07:00

french pan
chocolate pan

(from left) kuriimupan(audrey) , kogepan(ginger) and sumipan(me!!!)

2009-08-01T07:56:00.000-07:00

yay!!!!!!im now an official kogepan fan!!!!new breads being sold now!!!

haizz......

2009-07-30T23:33:00.000-07:00

shit.......i got a glass cut.......last thing i need is a glass cut when i already have a paper cut...on the plus side , there's no blood oozing all over the place....on the minus side , it hurts a lot.i ' m really big kogepan fan lately so i changed my blogskin to kogepan , the little burnt bread . we even have a class full of 'pans' cause we labeled some of them as the various pans in the anime . farhanah's strawberry pan , jamie is curry pan , payal is red bean bun pan , lani is pretty cream pan , angelina and yisuan are kireipan.......you get the point . i recently read the literature book ' to kill a mockingbird' . it is a girl's account of racism in her county ,maycomb county . there were many blacks in that area , and her father is helping a black man wrongly accused of raping a white girl .the girl set him up and the black got sentenced to death ,then the father of the white girl accidentally killed himself after trying to kill the girl and her brother .

yay!!!!school's finally here!!!!!!

2009-07-10T22:51:00.001-07:00

lol......damn bored sia...... like , theres two thousand tons of maths , five thousand tons of history......and!!!i forgot to go for cca just now......fucking interact green.....not like everybody want go like that ......i want quit!!!!!!!!!!!!plus right , i got this weird feeling like everybody hates me and i don't know why , but i don't care cause thats totally stupid . ok . done , bye!!!!!!

hi doing totally unecessary holiday homework and thinking about stuff i shouldn't be thinking

2009-06-17T23:28:00.000-07:00

hi people,haven't been writing for some time so i thought i should give it a shot.....lots of things have been happening these days,well,like i got my new mp3 player,and i've been goin' out a lot to school and then to northpoint,and then to the library.and i heard something interesting.this teacher in charge of gu zheng is badmouthing other cca's to get students in my school to join that effing gu zheng.and most students i know in gu zheng feel that they have been cheated into that cca.i admit,most of us do this to attract juniors,but the way they say it makes me think that either the students are imagining it,or that what they said were true,and these teacher's are biased and despicable.and i think it's the latter.anyways,first week of the holiday ,and i get tortured in corporal camp,seven minutes to bath!!!imagine that!!!anyways,that's way outdated,so and then i got back from camp only to get ready for another one.the science camp.man,that was the best camp i've ever been to.like most of the camps i've been to don't give you any time for yourself,but this camp does!!!and the facilitators were nice and funny,and there was a senior we never met before.he left two years ago,to sort of let our batch in and his batch graduated......you get the point.and then there was this guy who came from holy innocent high,he's in republic poly too,and the both of them are so funny!!!!and then there was all this weird science equipment like the aga plate and we had to sleep on the floor cuz well,they don't have any bedrooms ,i mean,please,this is a poly ,what do we expect,five star hotels?plus they're not supposed to have beds anyway,and then after that fast forward a couple of weeks i'm having tuition today ,and we spent a lot of time talking about black jack and speculating about why pinoko was seriously ill , and why she had been with black jack ever since.surely she had a family who'd take her home?oh well,gotta go.seeyas

yay!!!!!!!!got my mp3 player!!!!!

2009-06-06T06:44:00.000-07:00

ok.......to those who were wif me the entire day two days ago,you know wat happened,my mom was being stupid that day,and i exploded at her,and i blew up at 'bangie' ginger and yi suan(sorry if you're reading this) then we continued to discuss the model thingy and watched ginger rebond her hair........ended up quite okay,too straight to be natural and totally weird.anyways.....after that,we went home and i renewed my card wif my mom,and bought my MP3!!!!!cause she wanted to buy a memory card for the camera and i went to look at my mp3,and she bought it......ironically,this kind of deja vu stuff doesn't happen when i totally need it .oh well byes!!!!!

post exam activities......`

2009-05-26T22:25:00.000-07:00

today we watched slumdog millionaire , and jamal was so cute!!!!!wat did salim do with latika?i have no idea . plus,if that blind girl's eyes were burned out,why does it look good as new?it's as if she was born blind .enough about that,but we watched until jamal called latika for the 20 million rupee question,then we had to go to that health check-up!!!!!!crud,after the health check-up,we went to the canteen to stuff our mouths,and now.........i'm going to see living dead dolls!!!bye!

hello exam results!!!

2009-05-22T01:29:00.000-07:00

man......i can't believe i failed literature,well,not exactly....but i only got 56 percent!!!or 65

percent....i forgot.but that's way below my usual standards!!!!!i got an A1 last term!!!not to mention

there were loads of careless mistakes......but at least i passed everything else,even both humanities

subjects.usual marks for english......almost failed geography.......and i ate chocolate...nothing

much...as usual

exams are over!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-20T02:33:00.000-07:00

haizs................that sickening hafiz is gone ,exams are over.......but i fail maths!!!!!!!!!!!!!not only that,i lost my handphone!!!!!!!!sian...............i wan my handphone!!!!!!!!!but,theres a bright side.........
.......i went to watch living dead dolls,and i saw this creepy doll named faith!!!!!damn creepy man!!!anyone interested,go to www.livingdeaddolls.com ,press enter,got to archive,and select series 8.according to the poem thingy,that doll drowned to death,so its green.

bored

2009-05-14T07:13:00.002-07:00

bored,bored,bored.........exams are almost over.....not that i have great expectations.i'm sure to fail maths,and i didn't write finish my english situational writing............then the science exams,i forgot the answer to that question no. two!!!!!!sure fail one....

boring.......

2009-05-14T07:13:00.001-07:00